amaranthine

my ridiculously romantic & unusually purple thoughts.

There is something so utterly delightful in finding myself wrapped up in your arms while whispers of love are exchanged in the quiet, and a future with you  shines bright in the distance. 

I am inexpressibly excited to learn how to love with you.

I love how beauty finds it’s way through my eyes and lips and fingertips even when I can’t seem to find the strength to see it myself.

Your eyes show me the beauty I feel no evidence of.

Your strength expresses it for me.

I miss your whispered kisses in the crevices of my collar bone and the corners of my eyes. I miss your silent fingers tracing love along my jawline and the small hallow of my back. 

I miss you.

Then I found things that were beautiful, and they smiled at me, and told me there was hope.

And I kept walking.

You are so loved.

You are so loved.

My memories have blurred together slowly.

Months of moments slowly changed into a few silent looks, the touch of your hands,

and one vivid feeling impressed upon my very soul.

If I was to speak out

all the words of love

that I am thinking

about you dear,

if I was to speak as

eloquently

as I write about you,

darling,

the only way to shut me up would be

to kiss me.